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Oh.. failures in life, anticipations defeated
by the atmosphere prevailed in the family.. captured his mind and
made him to wet his pillows by tears... very sad experiences...
Such dark clouds occupied his entire sky and he hadn't enough
strength to fly. Because until then he did not know of God's plan of
him as such "BORN TO FLY" Nevertheless on 8th August,1987 a turning
point came into existence in the form of Youth Camp.
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was a habitual thing that they used to conduct Youth Camps in a year
at Nalumavadi. The Jesus Redeems Ministry organized a wonderful camp
exclusively for the youths. On seeing my pitiable state of mind my
mum told me " son you must attend this camp
"Due to her pressure, God had made me to enter into the pleasure
that any human heart could hardly express. Though I remained
heedless to her voice in the first place, taking a new testament in
hand and had gone to the camp place. I sat in the backside and was
being perplexed in mind with questions, Will I get victory over
sins? My failures and disappointments have had their ends? Will my
life become enriched with all resources? While I were in the
question filled state of mind singing session, worship hour were
brought in to a close a message on SALVATION was told by Bro. Stanly
Prince and he emphasized " Your sins are the sole cause for your
depressed state "While He told this I couldn't control my feelings
and run towards a palm tree and wept bitterly for my sins and
shortcomings in order to get saved. My voice had reached the ears of
the living God. I begged pardon for my sins. As soon as I raised my
cry for repentance, the holy blood of Jesus showered on me along
with the love of Calvary and cleansed me incessantly. |
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Happiest Day |
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What a wonder! My past sins, bad thoughts,
sinful practices had gone once for all. The power in the name of the
Lord and the sacrificial blood of Jesus had made me a new
man, a new creature in Christ. My heart was bubbled with Joy!
Unspeakable Joy! Oh.. an immense joy filled my heart. All these
things were happened within a few seconds. A total transformed
life.. ! I could hardly forget that wonderful remarkable and
glorious day. Yes..! How could I forget the day on which my sins
were rolled down... a new pure heart was set up...with Jesus on the
throne...
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With God given talent of writing lyrics, he had stepped into this
new venture with a mind to write, not with the knowledge or previous
experience
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As Romans 4:17 says God gave inspiration through Bro. Mohan C.
Lazarus that bring forth wonderful, heart melting melodies that
enhanced the quality and standard of the Jesus Redeems Ministry to
certain elevation." Unnai Athisayam Kaana Seivaen " is one
among such fabulous thing as for as his lyrics are concerned.
Following this a number of super - hit songs are being released from
this ministry. His creativity that God gave, took him to the
capacity of writing more songs that are twinkling like stars in the
Sky of Music by adding glory after glory to God. More than 110 songs
were being written and composed by him hitherto. All by His Grace
and for His Glory.
He became more active in the ministry as a fulltime minister ever
since he leaped into this great ministry that took place in the year
1989, March 1st.
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At the end of November 1990 he was given the responsibility of the
cassette ministry .As a general truth that speaks aloud," a minister
of God should undergo untold miseries and pains," his father had not
given whole - hearted approval and permission to his son to do the
ministry. From his brother's view, he ought to enroll himself in a
Bible College and then he may do God's ministry. As for his mother's
"If it is God's will, let it be done"
In this juncture, when I handed over my first little honorarium at
the hands of my father that has been given from the ministry his
face got brightened out of glad.
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Sufferings and joy that come across in the life are treated equally
and they are quite natural and applicable to everyone. When loss,
distress, heart break happenings come across in our life God allowed
them not to destroy us but to build us up in Christ and mould us up
to the expectation of God. In short, they are the stepping stones to
success and a stair to lift us up. This is his experience. |
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Comforting Grace |
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Bro.Jebasingh Speaks of his father's last days...
Oh, my entire life seemed dark and pale, when my father had been
nearing death on 8th ,February 1991 he entered into glory
peacefully. I burst out due to the incomparable loss of my father,
because he loved me so much. "Here after, who will look after me? Is
there any ray of hope for me in my life? I have no such loving
person, called as father. Who is here for me to be called
affectionately as daddy?
As soon as this extreme level of agony and anguish attack my mind a
sweet voice came from heaven, " My son, from this day onwards I will
be your father" Oh, what a surprise, this gentle voice had vanished
all my grief. Yes, God's word might be brief, but it could change
our grief to the extent, we may not even think. After this incident,
whether big or small, I used to approach His throne of grace and ask
" Daddy, I am in need of such things, provide them immediately" He
heard my prayers and it continues in my life till date. |
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Who
shall separate us from the love of Christ? shall tribulation, or
distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword?
As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we
are accounted as sheep for the slaughter. Nay, in all these things we
are more than conquerors through him that loved us. For I am persuaded,
that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor
powers, nor things present, nor things to come, Nor height, nor depth,
nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of
God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
( Romans 8:36-39) |
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